Before I start cribbing let me tell you that I spend good amount of time watching tv,go out with B and volt,eat whatever I like, my mother helps me to take care of volt when I work. But inspite of all these last night I could not sleep. Something was bothering me.
I feel that I am not giving my 100 percent in work. On the other hand I am not doing much for volt either. I feel bad that I am not doing well on both sides. I feel guilty. Sometimes.. rarely I even feel like crying.Last night was one such night where I could not find peace. It took time to go to sleep.
To make myself feel better I have asked help from few people.
1. Cousin K
K: Hello di akka
Me: I am depressed. Please send me a gift.Make sure it is gift wrapped , should also have a bow.
K: I am also sad di.
Me: Oh.. I will also send you a gift , OK?
K: OK done!
Me: I want gift amma.
Amma :.. o… (before she finishes)
Me: I will send you a list
Amma: Achucho (laughs and goes away)
Not sure if she took it seriously
Me: Today is a good day to buy me a present. Gift wrap must. With a card which says “You are doing good”.
Me: Ideas are fancy pen stand, colorful stick notes or Nice notebook
Now, I am just waiting for my presents to make my day better.