When you are sad…

. …your mind tries all possible things to find happiness. It searches the road, the bus, internet etc etc desperately to find reasons to be happy. My mind is doing the same thing now! Few things I did in the last one week …

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*called one of my good friends*

Me: Hiiiiiiii, Good morning!!!!

Friend: Good morning, monkey!!! Wassup??

Me: Nothing dear . I just wanted to call you last week itself to tell you this but then I could not **giving some really lame reasons here**. Sorry. BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!!

Friend : hmmmmm…let me think about it (about forgiving me )

Me: **without a pause** Seri ok. While you are thinking about it shall we go and have DBC today (Death By Chocolate) ??

Friend: YES.OKIE!!  **She is such a sweetie na!! **

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Mind voice:-OOH Nothing is good in my life.. I should do something new..hmmmm..ok lets go buy a brand new kajal!!

I read some very good reviews about a kajal brand..All reviews said that its jet black, just one strike and it will stay for more than 5 hours, smudge proof, water resistant blah blah!!

**OK before you come to a conclusion, I don’t wear makeup and I don’t check reviews for kajal and all.. I was not feeling good so did all these things **

Anyway, went to a nearby shop bought the kajal, came home, washed my face. Slowly opened the new kajal and tried applying again and again and again.. Nothing happened!!!!Extra dark, jet black?No nothing happened! Did I buy the wrong stuff? Are my eyes kajal proof? After trying so many times it looked ok in my eyes. Just then my brain decided to recap all the bad things in my life and soon eyes did a “water -resistant” test on my kajal.

Kajal Failed!!!!

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After banging my head on the office computer for 5 hours to resolve a problem, I go to the loo. One girl comes and asks me “Hey, Were you sleeping?”. Now how do I react to this? Generally people ask ‘ hey you look dull are you not well’ something like that na.

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I bought a pack of tea bun .It has 4  and I finished 3 with morning tea, kept one for amma (Yes,I am generous!!) and went to office.Evening when I went back I still saw the bun, asked her why she didn’t have it.She said “You will come back hungry na so kept it for you!” .I finished that one too without a second thought!! I was not in a good mood OK ! 👿 👿 👿

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SnS sent me an email asking if I am OK

Me:- I feel like running away to Antartica!!

SnS:- I will also come!!!

I was smiling 🙂 🙂 🙂

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Tharani called me and we talked for sometime.I felt much better after the call.In my last post I didnot even explain what my problem was but all your comments made me feel good.

Thank you so much and I love you!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂

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My latest dream..

I am in a shop and buying Ponds white beauty. Its price is Rs 564. That is it!!!!!

Does this mean anything? 😕 I don’t use this product at all. Sigh! Even my dreams are boring now!!

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Me: I am really very angry with you , God!! 😡

God: **silence **

After 12 hours…

Me: I am still angry 😡

God: **silence **

After 24 hours…

Me: I am back 😀 Are you angry with me?? I was really worried yesterday, so showed my anger. But I love you OK!

God : ** silence **

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I am feeling better today.I have hopes that things will get better soon.

Please please wish me luck and pray for me!